My possessiveness pisses me off sometimes
i mean i just cannot share my loved ones with anyone
at all
especially when comes to best friends
im super duper possessive about them
i was and still am and i can't change it
but i must say im improving though
ronika has to agree with this cuz man was i possessive about her!
im so weird
well there is one quote that i read that totally changed the way i thought:

IF YOU EVER WANT SOMETHING BADLY. THEN LET IT GO. IF IT COMES BACK TO THEN ITS YOURS FOREVER IF IT DOESN'T THEN IT WAS NEVER YOURS TO BEGIN WITH...

tomorrow im going to dhaka for jayitappi's wedding! i mean I've waited so long for this moment to come at its here!ahhhhhh!! will be missing 7 damn days of school! but man its worth it..i dont care what happens i'm gonna be there...JUST CANNOT WAIT!!